I got the job I wanted. My successes baffle me. I feel like such a fraud sometimes.

When someone you love is diagnosed with cancer, the world stops ( Read more... )

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So, I'm almost done with my Masters. The past year has flown by, I feel like I wouldn't even have noticed had it not been for other crazy things in my life. Fortunately, all those other things made school seem easy and effortless. Until now of course. This semester hasn't been so easy, I wouldn't particularly call it hard---but easy and effortless ( Read more... )

I have a Valentine again. All the chocolate in the world isn't as sweet and delicious as the love I feel in my heart ( Read more... )

Oh, shit. I'm getting married.

The only thing I want is to be where the stars shine bright. They don't shine bright here. I see them but they are faint.
I want big stars. Bright stars. In your face stars. Shonto, Arizona stars. Tok, Alaska stars. Stars are that are imposing.
I want those stars and all they represent.

I'm not talking about stars.

The days keep melting by. One by one and we're nearly at 75. I went swimming but there wasn't any water. Drowning in sweat in not the same ( Read more... )

My journey back to graduate school has gone better this time around. I don't absolutely dread each time I walk into the classroom. It feels nice to be interested ( Read more... )

I am now the proud owner of a giant white teddy bear, a small brown teddy bear, a purple vase full of sweetheart candy and a chocolate rose, and a giant box of chocolates.

With or without these things, I love him so gadamn much and I know he feels the same way. As much as these things don't matter, they definitely made me smile. <3