i've made a new journal... a_fading_dream. that's all for now.

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so i might NOT be able to do the talentshow i just found out... boy my day just keeps getting fucking worse and worse by the minute... if this is life then wtf is going on...

went to the movies. saw 50 first dates AGAIN but i laughed more the second time than first. i had alot of fun today just talking and walking and watching the movie. that's good. well i really have nothing more to say. i'm a little stressed out right now but i don't know why. i just feel stressed. i wanted to do something today that i didn't ( Read more... )

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so this summer i might go to France... the whole summer. part of me is sad because i'm leaving my friends with whom i make memories with during the summer... but i'll be with a friend as well. i don't know for sure if i absolutely want to though. it depends on where my life is at that point you know. what's going on... that sort of thing. ( Read more... )

that last entry is a poem i wrote a little while ago to someone... someone who i once shared many things with... now it's the past and it hurts but i somehow know we'll both get through it. i'm going to vania's... this should be good i need someone to talk to. later all...

This was your Valentine’s Day gift... I promised you I’d give it to you so here it is... What you do with it is up to you... This is what I WANTED it to be like but i know it can't... There were pictures... But i don't know how to get them on here ( Read more... )

don't even ask me about the rest of my day but this will go down as a memory... this whole day will... not a very good one but a memory just the same. i just had to state that. tomorrow i will hang out with vania and cry on her shoulder. i need a shoulder.

when you think about it... think about how confusing this world really is... that whole "do onto others as you would have them do onto you"... means nothing anymore. being respectful and caring doesn't mean anything anymore. what is respectful now-a-days??? someone hand me the definition of it. i'm not disrespectful when every morning i wake up ( Read more... )