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homemade ravioli?
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stolen from extrafox
god, i am bored to inflict this on you. don't worry. i have a UTI, and i'm just waiting for this break's cranberry juice to cycle.
1. What bill(s) do you hate paying the most?
Hospital bills. I still have two left unpaid because I felt they were unjust.
2. Where was the last place you had a romantic time?
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evolution
there is hope yet.
when i feel discouraged i am pleased to remember that i have evolved from this:
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sui caedere
people think of suicide as a desperate means to an end. an end of life, and all of its burdens; mental, physical, emotional, material. it is. the reasons behind it, however, are varied. we consider mental imbalance, societal pressures, religious reasons. i have yet to see the idea of overstimulation come into play. -
important shit
-the military junta has regained tight control in myanmar. the u.s. is panicking- or at least the human rights activist sector of it is- and china, who has been doing the same in tibet for the past fifty years, is telling us to go fuck ourselves. the junta whines that it's working on a constitution and to leave them alone. after all, what the ( Read more... ) -
ideals
what is the "ideal" female body?
after dealing with body dysmorphia for several years now i've come to the point where i don't even know what i'm trying to achieve. i hate how i am, but i don't know how i should be. i don't know what's good. i only know that sometimes what i want is not good. so what is ideal?
is it fit?
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two summers ago
it is a very warm, very beautiful day. montana. extremely green grass and thick scent of pine. i am in my mother's house, alone. looking at my belly in the mirror, agonizing. a typical day.
i'm hungry. i'm very hungry. it's not unusual. my body, dehydrated, wants salt. there are muted sounds of people outside in the park, the smell of the ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
i love secrets- real secrets. you keep them to yourself. all to yourself. but if you don't trust who you are, it backfires.
getting to be a bitch having no friends- who do you tell? who do you love? who do you love? i say who do you love? who do you love? i don't want to be lonely. i just want to be alone ( Read more... ) -
previously
me: i got a new t-shirt.
otto: yeah?
me: it has a skeleton on it, because of irony.
otto: why irony?
me: because of, you know.
(i used to be anorexic.)
otto: ah.
me: it glows in the dark.
otto: it would be great if it glowed in the presence of irony.
me: yeah!
otto: for example: i really like the band rush.
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