i feel like updating, i don't know why. i haven't messed with this thing in half a year.

life's busy i guess. i have school and work and school and work and thats pretty much my life.

does anyone i used to talk to on here still live?

hey guys

i haven't updated in so long, it's crazy. right now, i'm at a friends (caseys)and im so bored. so i'm gonna go find something to entertain me.

i haven't been home much lately, honestly, which is why i havent updated a whole lot. ok well, i will later.

holy shit this is hard but i haven't done any kind of drug in over 2 days now. no cigarettes. it's a killer. and i see one right now that i want ( Read more... )

i hate boys. especially those who confuse me. cough.

i have lots of tests. lots of homework. tonight's gonna be fun ( Read more... )

apparently i said something wrong and it's being taken the whole wrong way.

i'm getting made fun of by some people and someone who is important to me is ending up hating me. and it makes me sad.

im sorry andy i didn't mean it, you should know that. :(

today was exciting. i got home at like 11 and i made collin beat the freaking grand jewel because i couldn't effing do it ( Read more... )

suddenly ( Read more... )

today. was a fun day. that's all i'm going to say.

Andrew's FINALLLYYY home. it's awesome. i missed him to pieces. (he was at governor's school, for those of you who missed that post, for 6 weeks). he came over and i was happy.

so far, thing's are looking better than yesterday. maybe i was just in a whiney-bitchy mood. not only did i see my boy <3, but i've arranged for two fun things to happen! ( Read more... )