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I'm fine. I can shut off those feelings. The only drawback is I shut all of them off. And become numb. Then I can't turn them back on. But I'd rather feel nothing.

You were impatient, I was a fall back. 
A dirty mistake, you never called back.
You were salvation, 
I never told you
I always had a notion I would fall in love with you. 
You were a call girl, I was your gentleman
A faint illusion of your simple plan.
I was salvation. 
You never told me
you always had the notion that you knew
What we could be.

"You need to feed your skin every day. Like you feed your body every day." Lol. I sometimes barely feed my body. So, sorry infomercial. Bad example. I'm not under weight. But, food is just... something I eat because I have to. I just read about the starvation experiment. Dudes went from 3200 cals a day for 3 months to 1570 a day for 6 months. They ( Read more... )

I've be hanging out with my girlfriend Miranda lately. The other morning her son didn't have his math homework done. 12 problems. $3.56 + $6.91= ... etc etc . I'm horrible at math. But I helped him with his homework, showed him how to carry the 1, where to put the decimal. Today he was sick, he has asthma like me. Took him in the bathroom and ( Read more... )

Also, I had a great hair day. My camera told me otherwise. But. Idk I'm drunk.

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Tonight. The prettiest girl I have ever met, not even 21 yet (think I've known her for a year) ... well. Before she left I said something like "drive safe!" I smiled at her and she said "you're so pretty"... idk. Kinda felt nice

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Shopping for curtains and couches. A black eye is the price you pay. For monentary comfort. Everythig is a-okay. You say you hate him. Hate him. But you wont leave him. You think $80 in candles is worth a bruise. New dining room table, what did that cost you? All you do is lie to me now. Can't say Im sorry for you.

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Smiling.

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