Ugh night audit. I'm tired and lonely.

I'm starting to loose my faith in relationships that actually work. I keep seeing my friends and others in realtionships that seem like they are going great and yet they don't work out. Someone screws up and hurts the other one. I would like to be in a relationship that works and is real, and truthful, but I don't think they exsist anymore. They ( Read more... )

Wow I want the summer to be here NOW... or yesterday would have been nice. I hope this summer is as much fun as I think it will be. I am really looking forward to it because last summer I didn't get to enjoy it much because I had 2 jobs. I also am looking forward to it because this will be my least busy time in about 2 years. I either had class and ( Read more... )

It's nice to be forgettable isn't it?

Not really.

Well I am stuck at work while everyone else has a good nights sleep, but at least I'm making money right ( Read more... )

sometimes the smallest touches are the greatest things..... sigh......

Physiologically, certain neurons in the brain stem, known as REM sleep-on cells, (located in the pontine tegmentum), are particularly active during REM sleep, and are probably responsible for its occurrence. The release of certain neurotransmitters, the monoamines (norepinephrine, serotonin and histamine), is completely shut down during REM. This ( Read more... )

FUCKING STUPID GOD DAMN LANDFUCKINGLORDS GRRRRRRRRRRR.
Why does he have to be soooo normal all year long and then boom be a fucknut come summer GOD DAMN-IT!!!!! And why has he sudanly picked be to be the scape goat? FUCK

So I haven't written in here for a very long time... but it is my plan to begin anew... for one thing everyone is leaving and i think it is one better way to keep in touch and also I want to write reviews on the books that I am planning on reading this summer. I want to write one every week but we'll see how well that works out. lol you guys all ( Read more... )

so iam a traveling... which is pretty cool. i like the mountains outside my windows. I just feel like i might not belonge here. I get along with everyone fine, actually great, but i Think i like my friends so much better. I just miss my comfort zone. I just want to drink with my friends when i get home... i miss all of you!!!!and sarah i am ( Read more... )