Days like these make me hate life.

yeah hmmm the weekend is over and i had some fun but now i'm sittin here unable to fall asleep just frustrated and mad at myself. i dunno what i'm doing with my life i dunno what's going on i mean i'm having fun but something's missing. i don't ever feel happy about myself, i don't know what the fuck i'm doing. i'm starting to go back into the gym ( Read more... )

so school's been going.... alright.... i got a few good classes. some of them are really cool. in almost all of them i got people i know in em so it helps. i wish i could smoke or something at school, shit hurts my jaw to be grinding my teeth for like 5+ hours haha. so yah uhm what did i do today, nothin much, school, went for a drive with andre ( Read more... )

well summer is now over and it was a lot of fun. i hung out with some really cool kids and smoked prolly like pound of weed or some shit haha. but it's all over now and back to the normal routine. this sucks i really don't wanna go back yet. i'm kinda scared though cause i got really close to a lot of the people i hung out with over summer and i ( Read more... )

the third update in a row haha well i get bored quick and i forgot about this thing so oh well this'll help. well damn now i gotta pull an all nighter the night before alan gets back... shitty... it was either chill with josh and the girls or do my work and get some sleep and i would rather chill with those people (cause it always owns) than ( Read more... )

their gone now... i hate it when they leave...

yeah so i been at joshes the past few days cause his parents have been gone, it was way fun, we got a quarter of chrons last night we were fucked up, well we are chillin at my house and stuff with josh, megan, and tasha, so good times alright g2g peace.

almost 420 and i'm just chillin here with my homie josh and we got a dub tonight like pretty much every night and it'll be gone soon like every other dub every other night cause being high is the shit. end of story. yeah tasha and megan were over here earlier just chillin people been doing that alot, comin to chill over here, that's why i got the ( Read more... )

Ok it's like 3:30 in the morning and I'm bored as fuck. Damn yesterday was crazy i stayed up all night and did a lot of "controlled substances"... damnit i feel like a loser, i have been fucked up everyday this summer and sure it's a lot of fun but i dunno. everything just seems kinda messed up now, i don't really know whats going on most of the ( Read more... )

Well since school got out a lot of shit has gone down. I have just pretty much been drifting each day with my friends doin drugs and stuff. so it's been a pretty fun summer i guess. i just got off a high to i feel like rambling bout stuff and typing. well i been chillin with the usual suspects its cool theyre all really awesome. it sucks cause i ( Read more... )