maynard, head and others I don't care about. I feel a great upheaval. went to the nine inch nails listening party at the gypsy tea room. excited

and for all I aspire I am really a liar.

life is way to fast for me and I hate that.

all was fine. I swear that no matter what I intend to do it never works. even something as simple as go to arons and meet up with mandy. well no nothings works. so next is going to cd world to get joseph arthur tickets with dustin. no. I get there and besides the fact that I remember halfway there that I have to cover someones shift but they ( Read more... )

I don't like coming home any more. when I am out it feels like it used to but when I get back home I don't find the kitty waiting for me. they have her ashes now. my dad or sister might pick her up tomorow ( Read more... )

we have lost the war. today at 8:35 my cat died. I brought her in for a blood transfusion and over night she relapsed. the doctor said before he left yesterday she was eating out of his hand and was purring. this can't keep happening. my spirits just keep getting knocked down lower and lower ( Read more... )

of misery loves co. before but I am really atarting to like them. vocals kinda sound like hatebreed music sounds like late 80's ministry

today has promise ( Read more... )

I felt that feeling again. the first rising wave of (for lack of a better word) depression but this time I stopped it. maybe I am just to tired to feel bad tonight. I am alone at home. and I feel exhausted but fine ( Read more... )

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peter gabriel has given me the words to keep me out of my little mood problems.
it is perfect

"I have my fears but they do not have me"

i think i speak for everyone in saying that we love kevin
even when he is a little girl with a stick up his ass
cause we too can be little girls with sticks up our asses (it helps that most of us are of a female persuasion)
kevin is kevin
and we love him for that
even when he's down
especially when he's down.

--d.