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went to nine inch nails.
good shows but some very specific songs that I was waiting for were never played. how about getting smaller or sunspots or every day is exactly the same... twiggy looked happy though. at one point he and trent were standing face to face playing their guitars ( Read more... ) -
I feel trapped
this reality is not my own. a prisoner in my own life. these times are backwards. this world has no place for me. and I'm happy to have no place in it. you can have it. we are a cancer of the earth. I am ashamed to call myself a human. I don't feel human. I have broken the circle. doppleganger. shadow of a man. we have a lifespan. all species have ( Read more... ) -
my psyche is not a toy
fuck with it and I'll make you pay. -
obsesed about being trapped in this body, all these wounds to regret
soon I will be mobil. 4 wheels means a lot more than it should.
I know why your prayers will never be answered -
I'm burning internally
is life supposed to feel like one huge fucking test I never studied for? Am I losing it... or throwing it all away? why is it the hardest thing to merely make up my mind. I will peel away another wilting layer. maybe I'll enjoy my next life better. fuck. I hope so or I don't want to live at all. -
I hate tv
television is the retina of the minds eye. yes . I say no! -
today will be a good day.
its annoying that anything interesting costs so much. even if ya don't buy anything I'm spening an ass load just to get there. why haven't we been able to switch to electric cars yet ( Read more... ) -
before you point your finger you should know that I'm the man
well I got things straight. or at least firmly crooked ( Read more... ) -
well my dad has given me a talk.
its either stay or go. I said stay. bye bye free time.
maybe this is what I need to help straighten out my head
alone time at home -
its been a long hard road out of hell
been on a long hard nine inch nails kick. got something pretty rare. a pirated dvd containing all of the closure vhs set and the complete woodstock 94 performance. came in a tin case real nice. but bootlegged nonetheless it has showed up over seas and new york but I found 2 at cd world. I adore the new album. I have purchased both rereleased ( Read more... )