everything is odd ( Read more... )

this is long: but if you care, read it, please ( Read more... )

this weekend we will go ( Read more... )

bitch cunt fuck whore slut

cuntcuntcunt.

if I ever see you I will fucking punch you in the face. I will fucking break your fucking nose and when you fall over and fucking cry I will spit on you. and I won't feel bad about it.

if things had been the way I expected, I would be waiting outside for him right now and making plans to go to the garment district and the goodwill I found in central square. I would be making plans to watch movies and cuddle in bed. I would be asking my roommate to sleep somewhere else this weekend ( Read more... )

tonight (after too much ( Read more... )

Nothing Came Out ( Read more... )

last night at 7-11, Will, the redhaired guy who works there that I call shakespeare said to me:

"Sweetheart, you can't spend the rest of your life resting your emotions on the shoulders of how other people see you."

I [heart] juls hardcore for the new icon. it's amazing that I can just ask for one and she makes this thing and yeah... I don't know, I won't go off into it now ( Read more... )

luke is here. yay for luke. he's such a cool kid and it's great to have him here and have him be so excited about coming to emerson (maybe) next year. it's cool to have him here, even though it's just for a little while longer. it's sad to think of what should have been happening next wednesday... it hurts and I wish that he would tell me how he's ( Read more... )