if tomorrow came today, i wouldn't even feel the difference

I wrote this poem today for my Daddy ( Read more... )

This last weekend has been amazing. It’s like the first time in forever I’ve actually been able to look back on a weekend and talk about good memories. I hung out with Ryan Wilson last night and I don’t think I’ve laughed that much in my life. I laughed consistently almost the whole time. We did so many fun things. Ryan isn’t like anyone else I ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had to baby-sit for creepo Don who hella wants me and like begs me to spend the night when ever I go there and like wants to talk to me about like how I party and stuff and uhmm like how I go in hot tubs and probably do dirrrty things. Anyways, I don’t even like the kids, they are like outta control, they aren’t cute, they smell, and ( Read more... )

k i just have a funny story. so today i was sitting by this some what hot guy and like, well we were watching this movie and he handed me a piece of paper and it had this ~~> # on it, but it was kinda weird looking, so i just wrote my number and handed it back. then hes like oh okay... umm well arent you going to put your O down. and i looked at it ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a long time cuz not much is new. actually i really have nothing to say.

oh and myspace is way better. k done.

I don’t understand at all. I guess I just can’t do anything right. I stop hanging out with all my good friends, drop people I care about the most completely out of my life, let you know exactly what I’m doing and who I’ll be with, what I did when I was with them and exactly what happened, I never lie, I’m completely honest with you, I respect what ( Read more... )

Spring Break sucked, all my good friends were still in school ( Read more... )

This is probably one of the lower of the lowest points in my life, where I think nothing of myself and don’t feel as if I deserve anything. It’s one of those times I feel like putting on my pj’s and just laying in bed for the rest of my life. I can’t stand life right now, I don’t want anything to do with it, and I hate being part of it. Nothing ( Read more... )

I know I’m not getting anywhere in life ( Read more... )