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buried thoughts.....
So i have been thinking a lot lately about the relationship I'm in. ive been with him for almost a year now, I've been trying really hard to not think about the future because honestly idk if i can accept what my future will be like if i am with him. i love him more than anything in the word and this is the longest relationship I've been in. Hes ( Read more... ) -
blahosity
I'm no longer creative ( Read more... ) -
sdfghjk
i have a new obsession with strippers the pussycat dolls girlicious and suicide girls!!! well ive always been obsessed with suicudegirls....but ya anyways!!! i <3 them all. i wish i could make it. -
fuck
soo i have so much shit going on latly i havent seen any of my friends in like a month and a half! wtf!! and life just sux! school sux work sux kickboxing sux my voice sux family sux not seeing my friends sux! medical indurance sux! not having money sux ( Read more... ) -
whateves
so how about im rightback where i was 4ys ago in highschool...... my frends are retarded..... obv noone can deal with me or my life or even put up with me..... i never hang out with anyone....noone ever askes anymore......i thought i had a set group of friends for once but apparently i was wrong. its so typical of my life. idk y i try to talk to ( Read more... ) -
one more yr down the drain 2009 for 365 more days
sooo ive made it another yr. this yaer has been quit a doozy. so much stuff has happened. i lost alot of ppl. as usual. and may have gained a better understanding of myself. looking back this has been a really hard year. i just hope 2009 is better. my goals.... get my 4.0 back and keep it....get out of here..... thats about it. i know it prob will ( Read more... ) -
venting
I DO NOT NEED A BF TO SPLVE MY PROBLEMS!!!! IN FACT THAT JUST MAKES MATTERS WAY WORSE!!! MY LIFES WAY TO FUCKED UP TO BRING SOMONE ELSE IN TO IT!!! SO FUCK OFF.