So it's been so long since I last posted an entry. A lot has happen since then. I'm now living in Sacramento a good hour away from the town of drama. Have met a lot of very interesting people here. Bigger city.... maybe bigger chances. Who knows. Dont talk to my mom everyday, which seems to be helping me on an emotional level ( Read more... )

I'm so alone, and I'm so scared of being alone. I feel like I've lost everything and now can't get anything back in order. I want to go home but I don't feel at home anywhere. I haven't felt at home in along time. People ask me whats wrong, and all I can't ever say is ," I don't know!" I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't know whats going ( Read more... )

Erin ( Read more... )

FOR EVERYONE WHO THINKS THAT THEY KNOW WHATS GOING ON, AND FEEL LIKE WRITING A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT TO ME. HOW ABOUT YOU ALL GET A LIFE. IF YOU DON'T KNOW THE WHOLE STORY AND WHATS THE WHOLE ORDEAL BETWEEN ERIN AND I, THEN HOW ABOUT YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH, BECAUSE YOUR ONLY MAKING AN ASS OUT OF YOURSELF ( Read more... )

ERIN~ NEXT TIME YOU WANT TO CHANGE MY PASSWORD, YOU MIGHT WANT TO MAKE SURE THAT I HAVE NO WAY OF FINDING THAT STUPID NEW PASSWORD CATCHALEX THAT YOU PUT IN. DONT TOUCH MY SHIT. YOU ALLOWED MY CAR TO GET STOLEN, HAVEN'T YOU TRIED TO FUCK MY LIFE ENOUGH ( Read more... )

So much shit has happened just in this month let alone this year. I dont even know how to take all the bullshit and just plain old shit thats come at me in this wonderful sunny month of August. What is it with August? Why didn't all this shit happen earlier, or later ( Read more... )

OMG Me and Erin were driving around in Folsom being retarded when we came across the cutest little house. It's perfect for us, oliver, teddy, dilon, and bella. OMG it's the cutest little house and the lady was so cool.

We're going to bust ass and try and move there and have it become our house like NOW!!!

Dear Parents ( Read more... )

I swear one day i can be so miserable, then it seems all it takes it to defend my sister, best friend, family from some stupid bitch, and a day at OUR mom's house watching stupid corny love stories and singing ALL the songs from GREASE... lol because we know every single one... but who doesn't now come on... be honest ( Read more... )

If it's not one thing then it's another, and another, and more people crying and bitching and yelling and screaming and just not caring. Well i'm one of those lost people. I feel like everythings slowly slipping away and i can just see my life slipping before my eyes. Just wish someone could shoot me and get it over with. Any offers ( Read more... )