Gigs, (Why am I so bitter, Is it the tea?)

[ant_farm]

I have started innumerable journal entries lately and have not been able to get passed the first sentence or two. I don't really know why there are lots of things I would like to document for myself. Journalling is also a superb procrastination tool so I am totally baffled as to why I simply can not write. Perhaps there is not enough angst in my

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[invig]

Some people can't be helped. It sounds like a crap situation though.

Good read however. Puts my night of being bought drinks by a gay guy, getting too drunk to drive, crashing at his and walking back to my car to find it had been broken into and the window smashed into context.

At least I chose to drink the drinks and hang out with someone who obviously wanted something I was not willing to give them. And perhaps got what I deserved for going out when I was not really ready to take responsibility for myself (and thus was happy to bathe in the attention of a very rich gay dude. pathetic no?)

But you weren't given much of a choice in your situation by the sounds.

[ant_farm]

My god you read all of that