it's summer and even though i fill my time with responsibilties, i have way too much time to think, to feel, to want, to wish, to hope, to hate, and to fight.

you know you're life sucks balls when you realize you need to schedule time to be sad. Obligations and responsibilities come first, give yourself a good 5 mins of crying or whatever and then save the rest of it for a rainy day. maybe next week? ok fri? nope ok friday after that?

To survive this quarter and my avalanche of class work I have placed myself in self-isolation. I'm either at work (which I'm not complaining about), in lecture (awake or not) or spending every extra second I have to read my books or write my weekly papers. I have to tell myself I can handle this, but what do I have to sacrifice? I've cut my life ( Read more... )

http://www.amnesty.org/en/news-and-updates/report/what-human-rights-legacy-beijing-olympics-20080401Read more... )

I am so so burnt out. Just trying to get through one day at a time.

Life __________________.

*sigh* feels like everyday is a fill-in-the-blank.

To be her...to have what she has. to look like her ( Read more... )

It's amazing how things can change in just a second, a moment, a day - its all it takes. From one moment to the next, something is no longer the same nor it ever will be again. Like when you watch those futuristic movies and they say "10 years later"... like its so simple. And everything is vaguely familiar but nothing is as it was. People say go ( Read more... )

安慰

what i wouldve give for a place to go, a place to call my own if I ever needed it. A little dark cafe, where the only people there are the ones who know where it is. Where I can be a by myself and not feel alone. But I have yet to find a place like that around here. no where to run. no where to hide and just take a rest from this world. this world ( Read more... )