I feel... lost. What should I do about IT? Is there anything that I can do? should I wait or should I go for it now? ever since THE DAY I have envisioned what it would be like. Years of thought have morphed that vision into a pseudo-reality. But there has always been that one thing to stop me. The Fear of motions too far apart to realize. ( Read more... )

You know I don't like to talk in code. I only say what I mean. So here goes. I really don't like the bobby kid because of my own insecurities. I mean she was in love him before me and then at the beginning of whatever it was we had she cheated on me or at least told me she loved me and then fucked him. That's long in the past now and It really ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

So I had a good time at Amanda's house on wednesday and thursday.  It was so great to just be able to see her... and argue, which we did after about 15 minutes of seeing each other :).  Her parents seem to like me, I think, but I don't know how well that will go after they find out about my little surprise.  I hate not telling them because it feels ( Read more... )

Well this weekend at drill was definitely not fun... well it wasn't bads either though. It was just extremely boring and wet. I mean you can only watch missiles launch so many times before you get bored. Then the constant sound of thunder and 50 cals starts to get annoying. I just did what I always do though... sit and bullshit with everyone. ( Read more... )

You know you would think with the amount of times that I've left friends and girlfriends for extended periods of time that I have it wouldn't bother me that much any more... wrong ( Read more... )

I really don't know what to say to each of you and that was my original intentions (to go through everyone individually, which seems to be the trend). Sure I could do it if I really wanted to but honestly I think alot of it then would be bullshit. I don't think anyone here wants to be bullshited (is that a word?) anyways so I won't do that. What ( Read more... )

"She doesn't like to be where she is. She likes to be other places"

"My mom's a big ass red woman"

"This guy let this guy come up to this bird and pet him"

"The squirrel looks like it's about ready to dance"

All said in the course of an hour... goodtimes

Last night was good fun. I seem to be still kinda drunk somehow or the other but that's all right, I'll make it. Thanks to all that came and those that didn't... you missed out. It really didn't get that wild just alot of funny stuff that happened (now only if I could remember what exactly it was...) Well I'm not going to make this into one of ( Read more... )

You know I think this thing is addictive and I'm not quite sure if I like that... but I guess it is what it is so fuck it. Anyways tonight I decided to go off alone (as I do so much of the time) and try to clear my mind. I don't think I suceeded in this but what I did do made me happy. I went to basil griffith park where we all went that day for ( Read more... )