This will officially be the last entry in my LJ saga. Does anyone care? Maybe, but doubtful. Thas alright though. since this is to be my last it will be my most honest as well. So it has been officially a month and a week since I last looked at this thing till tonight. I don't like to leave loose ends so I figured I would wrap it up. Things ( Read more... )

Well it's been about 3 weeks since I updated... actually I think more than that but whose countin. Well I know that some of you thought I might have died but luckily that's not the case, I've been quite alive and kicking so to speak. I've been workin for the guard sice my last entry. They put me on orders till the end of this summer. I've been ( Read more... )

Well Here I am I think with one of the last times I write I write in this thing. I have some time to kill before I go to my families to eat and then off to a party. It is odd how Just this week so many things have changed for me. I've been continuing to talk to the young one with some weird feelings about it. I'm almost for certain she wants me ( Read more... )

Oh my dear god I hate teenagers. Remember the "easy" camp I was supposed to go to? Well it turned out to be a little harder than I expected. I just spent 8 days, 18 hrs a day with 20 13 and 14 yr olds. I was the platoon sgt. I had to teach these kids how to march and do basic soldiering skills. They're all bastards and I hope they all turn out ( Read more... )

Guess who?!? It's drunk anthony. I got my phone taken away sometime tonight but I go it back and I think the power is turned off. I'm still drunk but I can still type if not a little slowly. Tonight was cool because I hung out with some new ppl and we all had fun. I met a girl I think I like but I'm not sure yet. Naw fuck that I don't want ( Read more... )

For the first time in my life I did it. I partied myself out. I turned down getting drunk, laid, and BBQ tonight. I have partied uber-hard since friday night. Staying drunk for the better part of each night/morning. 4 nights in a row of anthony drunkfest finally caught up to me this morning. I feel dead but then again I feel like I lived hard ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow is the big night. The woodpile is stacked, the logs are ready to be sat on, the tents are up, various torches stretch around the perimeter, and last but certainly not least the alcohol is sitting in the freezer. Everything is ready and all that is left to do is get drunk and fall in the fire... or the river. That's right I'm ( Read more... )

Last night was one of the craziest nights of my life. I haven't been to sleep yet and I'm still wired. Instead of just going into a story about everything that happened I'm just going to compile a list, Much easier and shorter ( Read more... )

I think I finally figured it out... It really seems obvious now and it makes me feel kinda dumb. I guess the only thing to do now is act accordingly and hope for the best. (you'll see eventually what I'm talking about ( Read more... )

Well I finally met Bobby today.  I really don't know what I expected but I supose he's alright (which is kinda disappointing... I was hoping for a real bastard).  So now I know what he's like and I'm not as paranoid as I was.  Amanda got mad though because I went behind her back and set up a meeting with him.  She got real mad at first though.   I ( Read more... )