for the last 3 months i have come to the conclusion that for various reasons i just feel damn depressed, people are even beginning to notice that i seem depressed most of the time, i don't even know exactly bloody why, i think it's just a whole big mixing pot of things that are annoying me ( Read more... )

all i do is moan about girls on here but seriously this girls different ( Read more... )

i always neglect live journal i really shouldnt it's so cathartic for me ( Read more... )

talking to a girl all day, thinking she is awesome

then finding out she has a boyfriend

CRUSHING

Gah forgot to write in this, since my last entry quite a lot has happened actually...well that is a bit of a life, the only big thing was i turned 19, which was cool and all but i it made me realise a few things ( Read more... )

its 3:15am......SHIT i need to sleep ( Read more... )

haha, the gig tonight was fucking mental it was some sort of hardcore/metalcore gig (straight edge naturally), i only went because i was bored shitless, but looking back it was pretty funny ( Read more... )

seriously, you never know things actually might be getting better....possibly ( Read more... )

so my first live journal posting, i've had this for about 7 months but have done nothing to it, now seems as good a time as ever so why not ( Read more... )