quickly quietly into the night lets ride with solidity lets ride with longevity its just for us not anyone else no one needs to know be quiet! i told you its important to be quiet because its just for us there is no point in telling anyone else because they should have there own quiet thing, ideally they would be as invested in their own as we are ( Read more... )

June 9th @ the Cuntree Club Brookline Ma

Fruit Salad
Masacre (cali grind)
This is your Brain (cali grind)
Last White Flag
Poison Control

7pm!

June 11th in Western MA @ 38 North Valley Road

fruit salad
masacre
this is your brain
dethaamphetamine

5pm

i quit smoking weed. its been a week and a half approximately (sp?). it has been easy and fun and i feel like making fun of people again which is good too because i enjoy asserting myself over everyone else, well kind of. my art making has also improved.i feel more aware of everything and more in touch with other people and with myself even. also ( Read more... )

james says we should rent a room, you know, at the pine street inn or some other bed and breakfast around town and throw a party. i am down.who is with me ( Read more... )

its when you become too involved in any one thing, and only that thing, that you begint to want it to become something. want it to be something that it is not, wish that there were things about it that did not exist instead of just seeing it for what it is and accepting its nature and taking the good from it and all from other things in general.

i beat myself up a lot. people tell me that i am too hard on myself but its hard to say because i think i am just hard enough, which is why i am the way that i am. i know though that i do get all worked up about certain things that happen to me or that i happen to, and that i often have trouble seeing the greater good, or my greater good. always ( Read more... )

i hate that the internet makes me feel so close to people because then i want to touch them and i cant. i am beyond articulation this morning. i am going to draw my feelings. i realized that my art has become a product of my fear, not a representation of, which it MUST be. i also realized that i love the FUCKING AM and the TRANS CHAMPS and i want ( Read more... )

i have an imagination and often it will run away with itself and will drag me by its coat tails all over irrationality and anxiety and back. and forth. and back. i argue with myself about what it happening and what is a glorified hypothesis that i allow to grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and ( Read more... )

you know what it is? its that everyone else is crazy besides me. yeah.

i feel like i am just being made an example of. over and over. what is wrong with me? why am i cursed so?i i wish i had never said a lot of things right now. i feel stupid but honest. no i feel good because i did all i could. i am doing all i can. i just wish that the phrase "bad timing" didnt define my existence. how arbitrary everything seems at ( Read more... )