right now i feel a little more empty than i did yesterday. yesterday i felt full. yesterday was a good day for me. today was good too but i hate it when people who i have let into my most secret places let me down, and THAT is what happened today my friends. THAt is what happened today. but i guess its typical, maybe i should have not expected ( Read more... )

a lot of people are a little bit too happy for my taste.

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everyone is talking about the rain. eveyrone is complaining. who cares. you are all incompetent. learn how to live. or get a rain coat. quit cryuing bagbies. bagbies. i am sick. now THAT is something to complain aboout. but im not. because i live a life that people dream about living.

i agree with ben noam. i agree with john maraganore. i agree with matt hollander. i a gree with andrew thrompson except i am constantly teased by fleeting moments with nice girls that are like memories before they even begin. god its so hard to be aimless surrounded by aimless people. makes me want to pray. i wonder if it would work ( Read more... )

Max Abraham Roseglass's Aliases

Your movie star name: Pussy Michael

Your fashion designer name is Max Kalamazoo

Your socialite name is Elf Boston

Your fly girl / guy name is M Ros

Your detective name is Emu The Cambridge School Of Weston

Your barfly name is Ass Red Headed Slut

Your soap opera name is Abraham Fayette
Your rock star name is ( Read more... )

yesterday everyone was hung over. i mean there were so many people who told me that they got so drunk the night before. was monday like an official, "its summer and i suck a lot so lets get fucked up and then make eachother bleed and then smoke the skin and hair shavings in a shattered pipe" night? my bathroom smells like throw up. well smelled i ( Read more... )

upon reflection i realized that this time was supposed to be used to reinvent myself. a new beginning i said. and i have. i really have, and i think ive done a good job so far, its just wierd to be doing things with only myself to reassure me. and i feel very lost a lot. and i am afraid to show weakness even still. its hard to not strive for ( Read more... )

i get wierd pictures in my head when i fantasize. is that wierd that i think that my fantasies are wierd? because i think a lot of them are wierd. do you think your fantasies are wierd? maybe i am not secure with them which is why i keep them secret. but a lot of the reason that i keep them secret is because i think that a lot of people would not ( Read more... )