I can't wait until my husband and I leave the county (or country). Fuck fuck fuck. Now I'm really ready to kick someone's ass. I need to find some prissy little bitch to kick the shit out of - brass knuckles with iron crosses ready. That would relieve so much tension. Oh - or a good flag burning. Today Anti is in the mood to cause disorder and ( Read more... )

The ambien experiment turned out a failure for me ( Read more... )

Last night, it occurred to me that I apparently had a bout with amnesia of sorts and forgot my reason for being. I took a few diazapam, and lay down next to Tony, so we could watch adult swim together. He fell asleep in my arms, and the immense gratitude I felt made my heart swell. I tried to keep quiet, but I couldn't help laughing out loud about ( Read more... )

I'm not to a point of inebriation yet this morning - and I am angered, as some of my present associates only associate with me for reasons other than they find me interesting (?) I don't know that one for sure, alot of people have found me interesting, as an experience with a literally insane individual. I need people that have the balls to ( Read more... )

The guy who currently is working on some of my ink is really uncomfortable about 'messing with other peoples work' which means here I am again, in a situation where I can pay practically zip for ink as he's apprenticing, and I have to go more time with my sleeves not completely filled in. (There are track marks especially to cover up). So...lets ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in a bit because my husband was in the hospital for a bit. On top of the fact that he has a rare and severe form of hemolytic anemia, he has an open wound on his foot that hasn't healed completely for the last 3 years (MRSA). I could go on about how angry I am about society and the overuse of 'germ fighting' agents, but I'm ( Read more... )

Ta da! Once again, Anti has beaten the odds and healed yet another nasty abscess. After repeated pressure of very hot water (from one of those massaging shower heads on high) on and off yesterday, combined with antibiotics and epsom salts, it not only grew very soft but I awoke this morning to a wound in the process of releasing a heaping amount of ( Read more... )

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I'm a sociology major, and currently I'm taking a class on families. As I already know from experience and viewing other people's behavior...oh, and my stubborn personal opinion, americas celebrity worship is fucking out of control and ludicrous. I read up on how children and teens from different ethnic groups, family income level, etc, had ( Read more... )

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