Last night I was struggling with the devil again. Just couldn't shake it. At some point it got really perverse and then I suddenly felt like a rush and heard a strong voice say "I hate you satan, and I want you to know that!". And I felt something like a dark shadow in me get afraid and leave. That felt so refreshing
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In another attack recently that was really bad I prayed to God and told him how much I loathed the devil and I heard a voice that was in deep joy that said, "Delicious, just delicious!", as if God delighted in seeing me fight effectively.
Sometimes I am unhappy and scared about God allowing the devil to torment me, but at other times I feel a little proud of the toughness I and God found in me to stand through these things. If you don't freak out and do something foolish these experiences can be valuable.
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