i hate my life.
i hate hate hate it.
i hate myself.
i do terrible things.
just like i did in tenth grade.
i am in college.
i need to stop doing this to myself.
i need to stop doing this to everyone else.

i need help.
blah.blah.blah.

singmeanything...

xoxonikki

hi.
life suckkkksss.
DAAP blowsss.
cifton is a bitchhh.
people are annoying me.
and my hair is too short
and i want to dye it RIGHTFUCKINGNOW
and i canttttt.

i have to start painting again....
it's like never ending.

laterrrr daysss.

xoxonikki

so yesterday started off good.
i mean really it did.
i went to this pool in newport to see andrew and i got to be a lifeguard because andrew is the head one and said i could be.
so i got to blow the whistle and yell at little kids, and let me just tell you i am freaking AWESOME at that.
anyways im like standing there screaming "NO GAINERS!" when this ( Read more... )

so i went golfing yesterday.
and it was quite an experience.
like i've never ever ever golfed before. so i get there and im wearing flip flops and im like okay so um, what do i now? and im like swinging the club around you know and everyone was kind of watching me like thinking to themselves, "what the hell is this little blonde girl wearing short ( Read more... )

hey losers.

my life has sucked x 2039453905.

basically it's sucked pretty bad.
and i'm not happy with that outcome you know what i'm saying?
in other words, i HATE boys right now.
like i completely loathe them.
and i wish they would stop playing games.
because i've been building myself up
and i just got knocked all the way to the bottom.

okay now i'm just ( Read more... )

whats up punks?
my god it has been farrr tooo longgg.
i mean its been over a year.
and its all myspace's fault.
well fuckkk myspace.
because its pissing me off right now.
so whats been happening in my life right now...
hmm...
i got accepted into uc for photojournalism so i'll be in clifton come september...SWEEET. with gunshots and muggings and the ( Read more... )

ahhh, it's been so long my lovlies. how have you're lives been going? sorry its been so long. i promise that i have in fact missed you. so much ( Read more... )

she never sleeps...

yeah. i'm going against my better judgment and going to see the ring two.

for better or worse.

<3<3
nikki

and it will be more like a SONG ( Read more... )

i look at you all, see the love in you sleeping ( Read more... )