Someone feed the monkey while i dig in search for China...

Little Angle go away, come again some other day,
The devil has my ear today, I'll never hear a word you say,
I promised I would find a little solice and some piece of mind,
whatever as long as I don't feel so...

BOO FUCKING HOO!

Yesterday's goals, dim memories ( Read more... )

At this point my paranoia has grown to an unfathomable size, and I have no idea what to do about it. At all times it seems like something is being hidden from me and no one will tell me what is going on so the only thing I do is picture the worst possible scenario. My life seems to shrink to an all time low because every Monday things start over ( Read more... )

Well it’s been a while and a lot of things have happened. For one I have finally been exiled from the group, though there is not much of a “group” left. I have done some things that I’m not proud of, but had a great time doing it. In the last three weekends I have partied like never before with people I never thought I would see ever again, but I ( Read more... )

Another day gone by, boring, and meaningless. The day seemed to be going well until oh about an hour ago. I just want to fly away, to some place better than here, start over and if I could take one person with me I know who I would choose. I would say who but that would be a bad idea. Or maybe someone who won’t jerk me around like I am on a ( Read more... )

So as I sit here tonight I realize what kind of person I am. We will get to that. I also found out that I have no idea where my life is going, at some points I think to myself, the path I am walking right now seems frickin great! But then it gets weary, and the path becomes darker and the pavement turns to gravel and the gravel to dirt then to ( Read more... )

Well I haven’t written in a while now basically because nothing really exciting has happened. This weekend was a blast though. Friday I went bowling with a whole shit load of people now, originally bowling was never that fun, but when you add a bunch of people, alcohol, cigarettes, gambling and black lights things turn out to be a lot better than ( Read more... )

Eye’s closed, nothing said. Sounds of each rain drop as it hits the cement below my feet. Sounds of cars passing by relentlessly. Though no words emit from my mouth, there are too many in my head to keep control of. Eye’s still closed, seeing in my head the tornado of pictures from the past like a puzzle in my mind trying to piece them together ( Read more... )

Well a funny thing happened to me this morning; I had a sort of psychic moment I guess you could call it. I was having a normal dream nothing to shake a stick at really. Just before waking up I was driving around in my dream and I saw Christina’s car wrecked in the middle of the road, and sadly she was hunched over the steering wheel, the only ( Read more... )