So I have decided to write! Again it has been a while, mostly because I haven’t been around a computer long enough to write such an entry. I am at home right now but soon will be leaving to go downtown and see the one who makes my heart flutter. Anyway the reason I haven’t been home is well because for the past two weeks I have been staying ( Read more... )

Well folks it has been quite a while since i updated my journal mostly because, everyone who reads this already knows what i have been doing in the last week. The sleep overs at Ryan's are a blast, even though we hardly sleep we still have good times! Whether it be eating coffee beans or drinking vodka, even though all you pussies chase that cheap ( Read more... )

I love my new friends so much. All of them have made such a different impact on my life and I would like to explain what they mean to me ( Read more... )

Empty ( Read more... )

These are two of the poems I have written since I was told not to see the girl I love. Feel free to comment them as you want, i need some feed back anyway. The second one was extremely difficult to write because it has been written directly from my heart. Thanks ( Read more... )

Last night…ask anyone and you will hear some great stories all different but all intertwined somehow by one over occupied party, and all ruined by some crazy bitch whom was on a mission to ruin some people’s lives (mine included). The night started just like any other party night, gathering endless amounts of alcohol (so we thought) and chilling ( Read more... )

Well I dont know where to start? Today is the last day of my drug use, pills and pot both. I am happy to say this! Eventually if i dont stop now they will ruin me, and my chances of being happy not only with a job but a family as well, so you heard it here first ( Read more... )

Well its my first entry and i find myself growing happier inside as each day passes by. Last week i had a really bad week, not because of christmas but because of a stupid fling that i had that lasted like 3 days and i got all torn up over practically nothing but i am still recovering a little. I am intensely happy that i met the people i have in ( Read more... )