Before I start if you get a chance download "I could have lied" from the chilli peppers......beautiful song can't stop listening to it....so anyway on with my whiny bitching ( Read more... )

I never post in this thing but I feel like doing it now..........There is just one problem...I'm at Laura's house in new york.......but Laura isn't here she's 7 hours away in Staten Island, change fuckin blows......I know she's closer to me and all but I miss her like fuck and I can't even talk to her, this vacation kinda sucked, I couldn't even ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written in this thing in a long time....Same old shit goin on though basically. I'm a waiter at work now so thats pretty cool I guess, I was happy about that, I went to NY for 2 weeks that way cool, we went camping and shit it was fun, went to go see AFI it was awesome, its so weird though coming home, I didn't really want to, I don't ( Read more... )

Just got home from the train station dropping Laura off after a badass weekend, I went there on thursday and got there thursday night at like 11, the train ride was pretty fun, you meet a lot of different/weird/cool/very irish people lol, but it was fun, we just chilled up there and hung out and then came back here Saturday night which I gave Laura ( Read more... )

Ahh its been a while, I'm so tired, I am goin to NY on Thursday and Laura is coming back saturday, that'll be cool, can't wait to see Stevo, I haven't seen him in forever it sucks he's the man, I feel like shit always gets better, like I dunno I feel better about everything I have I guess........then somethings happen and you just kinda feel like ( Read more... )

This weekend fuckin rocked! Everything was just so cool.....fuck that.....everything was perfect...Saturday night I met Laura at south station at like 6:30.....it was so cool, like everyone thought it would be weird....and I didn't think so....I just went by myself...but I had my doubt....maybe it would have been weird? But nah lol....she just ( Read more... )

What the fuck is the matter with everything....why do we all have to be so down all the time. We're just fucking kids dude nobody should be this sad sometimes....I mean......it may sound stupid I just come off like that.....but I've been reading everything and thinking about my friends and thinking about my future....and my future with everybody in ( Read more... )

What the fuck! The only thing that ever fucking puts a smile on my face anymore...isn't going to put a smile on my face this weekend......this is soooo fucking gay it has been the most stupidest thing ever back and forth back and forth I was going there, she was coming here, but we were set on her coming here this saturday night and now I guess it ( Read more... )

Everything is the shit right now......things couldn't be going better.......I started work yesterday.......I'm a host at the Memphis Roadhouse in South Attleboro.....seems soooo cool so far.....I'll prolly hate it in a month.....but for now I think its great lol, ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!! YA 18 WHO'S THE FUCKIN MAN? ME! lol.........high school ( Read more... )

This sucks, I'm gonna be 18 in less than a week, and honestly.....I don't wanna turn fuckin 18, I wanna turn 11 lol, this sucks, 18 is fuckin old, you feel like you have to do something with your life......and especially me, I'm fucked, I got nothing....I dunno, everything is looking down, I'm basically not going to N.Y. anymore which is the only ( Read more... )