So anyway, I'm bored, its 2:30 in the morning and I don't know why but I was reading all my old LJ posts and realizing how much of a fag I was, I mean I still am and all, I just don't write about it anymore lol, but anywayz besides the fact that I'm awesome, I was reading all the replies to them all and I am laughing my ass off at them because some ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written in this thing in such a long time, but its 2:30 in the morning and I feel like writing, hey I got nothing better to do. I haven't felt this way in a long time but tonight I felt amazing, I don't know why, something about just driving a car late at night and blasting the music you love more than anything and screaming at the ( Read more... )

Ok....I don't care, I'm gonna kick this motherfucker off bitching like always....but this time I have a right....Well I lost my job, thats pretty shitty, its such fuckin bullshit to why I got canned, and people didn't get fired for doing way worse shit than me, and the pussies didn't even have the balls to tell me either, I hate that fuckin place I ( Read more... )

Well then, I haven't updated in a long time......well I have.....but they have been stupid lil heartbroken things.......but fuck those, I know I have just been sitting around moping but I just can't do it anymore. As much as I can't just stop myself I wish I wouldn't, I wish I didn't have to call her, or even talk to her, because it would just help ( Read more... )

Should have kept my heart in my chest.....becuz now it just got ripped out

I dunno why everything is so fucked up lately, but it really seems like it is, I just don't feel like I understand things anymore and I feel like I'm totally left confused sometimes and I don't know what to think anymore. But I had a good past weekend, I worked the whole thing but its ok I made good money. Laura is coming up either thursday night ( Read more... )

But I have never have had my heart broken as bad as it is right now....

I always feel like I'm wrong, even if I try to solve something even if I know I'm right about something, I still say sorry, even if I don't know what I'm apologizing for, I still say sorry, just for the fact that it can make something better. But I hate chasing, it sucks, it makes you feeling like shit even if you try so hard to make it better, ( Read more... )

Well work has really sucked lately...I am really starting to not like it.....I'm there 2 much, especially this week......and just everything blows.....last night I drank 2 much.....it was cool.....but I honestly didn't even have that great of a time.....I thought I would have but the night kind of sucked....and I had to work a double today....that ( Read more... )

Don't you ever feel lost or confused or sad......and this one thing in the whole wide world that can make it all better.....makes it even worse? Then what do you do, where do you turn, where do you go? and How do you try to make everything right again....Its just no matter how much I believe in it, Everythings right in my fuckin face that makes it ( Read more... )