Soo......I haven't posted in a little, how was everyone's Thanksgiving break? good? thats good to know....hmm.....I'm moving less than two weeks, how shitty you ask? pretty fuckin shitty........I'm bored, I wanna go out tonight and do something, but I rolled my fuckin ankle like wicked bad playing in basketball, hurts to even fuckin walk on it..... ( Read more... )

The things you told me....to hear you speak.....im burning slowly...Im growin weak, you bring me closer to yesterday, yesterday's a million miles away....why can't you hear me...why can't I see you, and I don't understand what keeps me breathing...Im waiting for you...I know your leaving...I'll still adore you...You'll never need me ( Read more... )

That I Was Made of stone, I wouldn't have to feel anything, no feelings, I'm sick of feelings, its not like I have any good ones, I never had a good feeling lately, about everything, no matter what, I Know Im a bitch.....Im always hurt, hurt by something and I'm fucking sick of it......I don't know, I just want to try to get rid of things in my ( Read more... )

BBBBBLLLLLLLAAAAAAAHHHHHHH..............aahh i just wanna leave this all, 2 much bullshit to deal with.....hate being hurt....

I know way 2 many people in my life that need to grow the fuck up it makes me sick......well, i haven't worked much lately, i hate my fucking job, whatever....but i'm a nay-saying asshole, what don't i hate? i don't wanna go to school tommorow, i hate that place....my posts are all the same lol, its funny, basically what i hate at the moment, and ( Read more... )

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do you know whats the sweetest song ever, black from pearl jam, its incredible, like the words to it, like the ending, where he goes "I know someday you'll have a beautiful life, I know you'll be somebody else's sky, but why? why? why can it be, can't it be mine.....its kinda like the bitter taste of defeat....like something you once had, and you ( Read more... )

December 13........I Can Kiss Plainville goodbye, this is gonna suck, I'm moving to Attleboro, like past the Emerald Square Mall down by BJ's in South Attleboro, damnit, this sucks, its so depressing, like my whole fucking house is packed, nothing is out, and it just kinda hits you, I'm really leaving....I mean I moved before, when I was 8, but ( Read more... )

My Life is fucked, this sucks dude lol, I don't wanna go to school tommorow, this sucks, no matter what happens or what you get over, there is always another or a couple more obstacles to get over each time....its fuckin weird, like i dunno........no matter how things can get better, there is always gonna be something to drag you down, there is no ( Read more... )

Holy Shit.......Steve Scott. he's fucking gone, well not yet, this sucks though, one of my best friends is fucking leaving for 8 weeks, and then only coming back for 10 days and leaving for another 12 weeks, wtf, im never gonna get to see that kid, well you better go to NY in december with me you lil prick, ah wtf im gonna miss that kid, makes me ( Read more... )