mmkay, it's been a long, long time since i've updated this thing. mostly because i just stopped doing it and figured i was done with it. buuuuut, out of curiosity, i just checked it out tonight and the memories that it brought back to me from the past few years of my life made me feel really good. so this is my attempt to start using this thing ( Read more... )

i went to mimi and papas with my dad today to pick up our furniture because they are finally going to sell the house. i looked around and it's incredible to see it like that..completely empty. i went into this one room that should have had games in the cabinets, a twin bed, a dresser with jewelry, and a toy chest. it made me really miss my ( Read more... )

so i was reading during break in ASL tonight and this guy next to me started talking to me, and it was nice. we talked about reading and i was a little out of my league seeing as how he was referencing hemmingway and kafka, but it was refreshing nonetheless. he was hella cool and interesting, and would just go on forever talking about these ( Read more... )

new email: cgoebel@ucsc.edu

to whoever stole my entire music collection: suck it.

what kind of asshole does that?

( guess what.. )

i'm so sick and tired of being used by everyone and everything. that seems to be the reoccurring theme in my life right now. but the truth is no matter how hard i try to fight it off i'm just that much too tired to keep going. so i guess i just keep being the world's bitch ( Read more... )

all i can say is

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkk

basically the shittiest day at work ever

i feel pretty worthless in all aspects of my life right now

people say horrible things

what is this obsession everyone has with deceiving and hurting each other?