no one reads these ever... im deleting this hahahahaha

Yeah Im sitting here bored out of my mind... Havnt eaten in like 3 days.. sooo I took all my change to the changestar machine and got some food. mmmmmmm food. Other than that I cleaned my apartment a bit and continue teaching myself russian. oh and I took some pictures with my shity web cam.....

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I fell from a ladder the other day.. well to be more exact I fell with a ladder the other day. As I was falling I managed to wedge my arm in between the ladder and a bar... Ive got the cuts to prove it hah... and I was stuck there for a time. Now in order to get down I had to jump and pull my arm out.. falling 6 feet to the ground below.. I bounced ( Read more... )

Here I am sitting at work. Joy.. not so much. The last two days at work have been boring as fuck! I need to start introvienously injecting Mt. Dew. At least today I have internet access.. even though I have to conceal what Im doing ever five min. I swear people are trying to catch me fucking up. Which brings me to a convo I had earlier today with a ( Read more... )

Im dead........

Im happy as hell.. but at the same time.. all I want to do right now is die..

So my ex fiance called me the other day. She and her new husband are having a little girl. Arwen... haha thats what we were going to name our kid if we had one.. or Toven if it was a boy... Crazy to see her married with a baby on the way. Dont get me wrong Im more than excited and happy for her! We came to the conclusion 3 years ago that we make ( Read more... )

Threw unconventional means do we try and prove our worth to society... All "trend setters" are outcasts and looked down upon. I've noticed that the things that were not part of the "in crowd" are now part of it. The true dreamers are years before average society right? Look at the past... most great men were considered nobodies and freaks during ( Read more... )

OMG Im bored out of my fucking mind!!! Ive been sitting around playing Halo all day... and now Im watching Bad Boys... Lindsay was suppose to get off an hour ago and call me... but she hasnt called me. Damn it I hope shes ok!! Probably just stayed longer at work. :0( Im just going to go get some gas and cigs and drive around... Damn it.

so this is my first lj... i donno... im going insane for some reason.... i need to find excitement or something...