I don't care if no one is going to read this. I am typing for my own benefit. I'm happy about everything and all of it is fantastic. I have a wonderful life and I would like to make some beautiful music that can make myself and other people happy. I want to get really dirty sometime . I think I want to roll around in mud the next time it rains. I ( Read more... )

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I returned from the sunshine state today. we drove there and back and it takes a long time but it's really not that bad.
I'm happy to be home. I had an decent time but i didn't really do much. I hope Veronica's parents will let her come on my next vacation with me.
Michigan weather isn't fun. I have nothing to say

I have the coolest friends and Carrot.

Thank you Heather, Veronica, Sheila, Tim, Kevin, and Joe for a non-sweet 16th birthday. You guys really surprised me and made me feel all warm and fuzzy.

I wish Austin could have been there, but he was in the sunshine.

Thanks for the presents and for making me happy.

things tempt me in life. they would be so easy to just do, but i can't. i need to resist.
it's hard sometimes for me to keep my mind occupied and to keep it from wandering.
i need to stay focused and busy and not think about things i want out of my mind.

that is the curse we bear

it's cold

the cold weather makes my lips dry so they crack. then i bite the crackly skin and pull it off with my teeth and chew on it.

i spent the last two days with Veronica;

we built a snowman

okay,

i just made some hot chocolate. i measured out all of the ingredients perfectly. (i know i have exactly 12oz of hot chocolate) i heated up milk on the stove instead of using cheap water. this tastes pretty good. it's very rich, it's nice. water actually isn't bad, though ( Read more... )

life has been pretty action-packed lately. but ( Read more... )