i don't know if i will be able to handle this. but i have no other choice, at least for now. why do some people have to be instigators?

So I woke this morning, mind you I didn't get a bit of sleep last night tossing and turning and what not, feeling terribly ill. I'm sneezing, coughing, I'm achy and I have a sore throat. I hope I make it through this week. But of course something like this would happen to me the day i have to start a new job, where my voice and enthusiasm are ( Read more... )

i had no idea live journal even still existed... anyway, updates. i moved to chicago just recently, finding it rather exhausting. but i start my job tomorrow, so hopefully it will regulate my life. the transit is starting to make sense, but i still can't make sense of it, if that makes sense? i just got distracted. seriously! people still ( Read more... )

hey hey hey. what's cookin good lookin?

if you wanna hangout this weekend, get at me

james

so i am feeling kind of drained from working and not really seeing much from it.

i miss old friends and the days of yore... i mean the old days. sorry

i had a pleasant conversation with someone from my most recent past, it was ok. we didn't argue about how it isn't his fault that i am stuck here when i never said it was.... sill fucker

i am off to bed ( Read more... )

Here's the day you hoped would never come ( Read more... )

i know no one wants to fucking hear about this...... but i also don't care.... i am so fucking heartbroken! why do people have to fucking be so charming, and then be so devious! all i can fucking do now is drink.... and hopefully one day, it won't take me a fucking year to get over him.... because he ruined my life the second year that i have known ( Read more... )

i want to take someone on a date.... male or female... who wants to go on a date with james?!

i may be slightly drunk, but i think my life is still looking up, even though i can't move as i want to. it is just a minor set back. i will still be able to move, just not for a while. sorry marchelle, it will be a little bit longer than expected.

so i am officially fucked... i am now 2500 dollars in debt, and i have no money saved up. i will no longer be able to move to chicago... but maybe things will look up? idk. i sure hope so. if anyone feels bad (lol, yeah), feel free to send a donation (again, LOL!). i thought my life was finally falling into place.