I am so lonely now.   Everyone has started school and I don't have school.  I don't know what to do with myself anymore.  I need to find a second job to work at.  I need something to do during the day.  It's so lonely.  I don't have anyone to do anything with anymore.  GAH!!  I want some friends who aren't in high school that I can do things with ( Read more... )

Ah, it has been such a long day.  I miss my Keegan so much and this is the first time in a really long time that I haven't stayed up all night talking to him.  I miss it a lot.  I'm starting to figure him out a little.  I mean, I love him no matter what and I don't feel sorry for him I just want what is best for the love of my life.  He has had ( Read more... )

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There are people in this world that I feel love me no matter what.  Unconditional, no matter what I do they will always see the good in me and love me with all their hearts.  Sadly, my parents are not on this list of people I believe love me unconditionally for who I am or will be.  It was a disappointment to me when one of my best friends has ( Read more... )

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I am so in love.  I love Keegan so much, so very much.  I need him.  It's so hard for me to admit I need someone.  I always am yelling at my dad that I don't need him or anyone else.  But I do need Keegan and I don't ever want to lose him.  He's the most amazing person I have ever met.  I want to keep him for pretty much ever.  Unofficially ( Read more... )

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I feel really lonely right now. It doesn't make sense. I'm so happy now and I have such great amazing friends. I am just so sad and lonely at the moment. I want to be with the people I love and not have to worry about all the ridiculous things that go on in my life. I just want to move out of my house and go somewhere with the ones that I love ( Read more... )

There are some things in life where you just have to stop and say. . .wow.  Those moments where you think eh, I'm not good enough for this.  Why am I so lucky?  That is how I feel about Keegan.  He is my everything now.  I know that feeling of true love where you actually love someone more than yourself.  Sure, I've loved before and this may sound ( Read more... )