Cliche statements like "i may be getting in over my head" or "i may be getting a head of myself" mite be in order, however I am excited. I have a new plan, as I tend to every so often. The plan to Ithaca is still on, however I am thinking of shifting the time slot a bit, to allow room for an entirely different experience ( Read more... )

Looks like its all starting up again, as if it stopped to begin with.

Im a little down today, im not particularly sure why .. it could be the lack of sunlight, or slow moving paradign shifts like iceburgs. I havnt made much progress in the moving to ithaca dept, but im still working on it.. its seems like a bunch of insurmountable tasks that will all be taken care of .. in time ( Read more... )

Things I cant wait for, seeing silver mt zion, and hearing their fucking doom jam at the end of 'Ring them Bells(freedom has come n gone)' ... holy christ

affirmation of the self, reclarifacation of the self through the other, any other, like mirror, you can see who you might be reflected back in their eyes, your actions entwined in theirs, because the only time were truly alone is in death, and even in death mother earth will wrap us up and bring us home.

the fallout from my actions is still occuring .. alas .. I do hope all will be well, and not much mud gets flung .. who knows.

But on an entirely different subject ... I need a phono preamp ,.. cuz i want to listen to records!! soooo ... which one should I get ,.. I have a need to be cheap but not just get crap that sucks.

option a) The TCC TC- ( Read more... )

So instead of going on about the negative, certain details that pist me off last nite.. I will regale you with a tale of truth that happened to me this morning(afternoon ( Read more... )

So, the anger comes and goes .. but the sick feeling in the pit of my stomach is pretty constant .. Im sure I shouldnt be angery, but I am ... Maybe i should try to stop being so empathetic ... but why the fuck should I lose a piece of me to match anyone else.. fuck that

"just say bang then it's done"

So yeh .. life never ceases to surprise me .. and hopefuly neither will the people who inhabit it. Feeling the bumps in the road just as much as the rest ( Read more... )

So Im at my sisters in long island .. I was in Plattsburgh for 4 days and then returned to long island for fathers day. My moms uncle died, we found out last nite, so my mom and dad are leaving for syracuse tommorow .. fathers day. Im glad we saw uncle harold at the wedding a few weeks ago, and for someone who had a stroke years ago .. he was a ( Read more... )