Davey has hit Vegas [!!!]

oh, shit...

lately I have come to cope with all the horrible things ive done in my life. I am teribly sorry for the people I have hurt thomas, vanessa, aimee, matt, mika... these are the people to come to mind at first. I have done terrible things, but I have learned to face what I have done. I'm sorry for you being hurt in my hard learning process, but I can' ( Read more... )

My computer has been broken for the last two weeks - why I havent updated or been online. My negligent father also didn't pay the cable bill so my internet, alongwith my email, was disconnected ( Read more... )

I went to Lake Elizabeth today after school and I sat on a bench. I found a pack of cigarettes in my car luckily, because I really having been craving one today. I sat on that bench under the overcast sky and just thought how nice it would be to have someone sit on this bench with me. Just someone to hear all that I have to save... maybe a stranger ( Read more... )

ive done terrible things.

and nothing will ever fix them.

not even the truth.

I look down at my hands. What have I become?

Everything I never wanted to be.

Weeeeh I'm all stinky.

So far I'm 5lbs closer to me goal. It's good to have goals.

Too bad my goal of doing laundry doesn't seem like it will happen anytime soon.

Didn't go to school today. Went to the gym.

Going to: take a shower, get a Jamba Juice, go grocery shopping, go to Pleasant Hill, do to homework.

My iPod is broken.

I want to go to Antioch, and eat at Schooners.

Music... the right song can wrap you around in its lyrics and keep you warm. Kissing every scar.

My falling music. Just always falling. I'm okay with that.

These wings are broken.

I know I'll never hit the bottom though.

omg...

[blows fucking head off]

goodnight.

I got my senior portraits! I like them... isn't that crazy?

I woke up late to school today, but still made it on time. I always look frantically for my keys in the morning. I should just learn to put them in the same spot every day when I get home. A key rack maybe? I like how when I woke up today my hair was a mess, but still looked good in some weird way? Or maybe I just didn't care what It looked like ( Read more... )