carefully arranged spontaneity
was never your strength
because Somehow
the thoughts
Always show through
and it’s cold
inside that mind of yours
because no one can See
what you are
all you want is
someone
to hurt you with
the Truth
but they’re too
busy playing at greatness
while you are
Being on the
Out side

I think I am going to start using this journaly thing because no one knows where it is anyway. Soldering iron of justice. lmao. literally. I should chronicle my life though. I will one day enjoy looking back at it. My family is so friggin stupid it's not even funny.

Ha. That would be hilarious if anyone who knows me actually ever found this practically nonexistent journal. I forgot I even had it until my my-diary thing wasn't working so I thought I would start a new thingy on this thingy and then found out you had to paid and I tried signing in with the username and password I always use and lo and behold it ( Read more... )

i am always, always on the outside.

Freeze-dried Laughter ( Read more... )