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LOST
i had a dream last night that closely resembled the LOST tv series...and my dad gave me the best interpretation of any dream i've ever had that even totally beats out dreammoods.com ( Read more... ) -
kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep
lyrics - prelude 12/21so I finally got the guts to ask for help. I will be seeing a psychologist soon and I expressed my troubles to my ob/gyn and he re-prescribed me Prozac. I've had that in the past and it worked, so I'm going to try it again. Syc has a new girlfriend and they are actually sleeping together right now in his room. On Sunday night ( Read more... ) -
narsisistic, drama queen
#1 in beligerance, lying through your teeth again, suidcidal imbisel.. i don't know what i'm doing. my words get mixed up. one in front of the other. i'm paranoid, precautious, and anxious. my psychological evaluation is coming up soon. i can't wait. -
dreams
i've been updating my space, i'm feeling quite creative today and technical savvy. ...yeahhh... i'll probably also refresh muh bebe's page too and make it K-ute ( Read more... ) -
"we got that house"
i swear i woke up last night in the middle of my sleep and told my partner...excuse me..my house mate/babby's daddy..that "we got that house" bc i was dreaming of it. we've been looking for a 2 bedroom dwelling and here's how the dream went. (a little of a nightmare ( Read more... ) -
almost grew up
The things that make me the maddest, make me the strongest ( Read more... ) -
i feel recording my dreams is an update of my thoguhts
i just realized that, well i'm not using this journal as a place to record events, but rather my thoughts, and that's ok, but since i'm not even recording what i think, recording my dreams is a more intamate record of my thoughts ( Read more... ) -
a school where you just do drugs?!
...yeah...that's what my dream was about a couple nites ago. i'll tell it the best i can ( Read more... ) -
dream interpretaions
i was in a contest trying for a prize. an obstacle was an elephant with a syringe coming after me, but i grabbed the $1000 dollar bill above the refridgerator (spelling?), ran into my ex bf Sean outside and happily told him "i had my baby"...then i can't recall where i ended up (i wrote in my dream diary beside the bed ( Read more... ) -
i don't want to sleep alone
but it looks like i will be in the very near fucking future. so my baby's daddy and i have like "officially" split up. well, i had my baby ASHLEA NOEL and she's very pretty and she keeps me company, well bc if you keep up with my previous journals, no one else cares to. the good thing is we've renewed our promise to live together, which we promised ( Read more... )