So I heard a song last night that kinda put everything in perspective for me.

I feel better, I guess, as better as better can get.

<3 Ian

OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH GIRLS.

YOU ALL SUCK. YOUR WHOLE GENDER IS FUCKING RETARDED.

GTFO.

my empire of dirt
i will make you hurt
a million miles away
i would find a way

i didn't know why
but didn't ask questions
because it was the first time in my life
where i did something rightI'm so very fucking lost right now. I've all but kicked my more destructive habits, although the urge to just overdose and spend a month getting better at ( Read more... )

So, Thanksgiving was good, ate a little turkey, drank way too much beer, yeah, the basics.

Yet again, solace is so difficult to find if you're not scraping it out of the bottom of a bottle.

So now I'm sitting in the middle of nowhere thinking about nothing and I can't seem to find anything wrong with that. Kelsey's in the Macy's Parade tommorow, hooray for her.

Oh yeah, and Thanksgiving.

:D

So I started working Sonic again. Third time this year. Random LJ posts always help me when I'm feeling super emo.

I'm feeling super emo.

I do nothing but party, work, and wax poetic about my extreme state of being. I need some fucking help.

I swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen.It always comes full circle. Every fucking thing births, lives, and dies. A couple years ago I made a declaration of my own independance. I swore that before I turned nineteen, I'd be out of Mountain Home. I worked my balls off, got hit by a speeding minivan, had my heart minced, but by god, I was ( Read more... )

Wow. Wowowowowow.

I'd post what I'm thinking here, but then I might feel better. And if I've ever needed to feel like shit, it's right fucking now.

I <3 Girls. Especially awesome girls, who moonlight as total hotties.

Life sucks, but at the same time, in some ying-yang fashion, life is good.

Also, a little tidbit, my grandpa died Wednesday, September 27th. And the funeral was sunday. And that's gay, but he's in a better place.

RIP-Keith Arnold Parks.