i just need a week to sleep and sit and sleep and sit and not work and not do school and blah blah whine antone whine ( Read more... )

we talked about god
we wanted to see him
we want to believe so bad

give me something to believe in

i've got reasons for feeling the way i do. i've got reasons for wanting those crappy feelings to go away. so i've got reasons for doing what i've been doing ( Read more... )

it'll never be close to the same.

what a horrible ending.

i'm so sick of this.

can't sleep, can't study, can't live my own fucking life. i'm obsessed with the ways you've changed and the way i feel about it. i don't want to be, and there's only one way i can keep myself from getting my face rubbed in it every day. so goodbye!

and days like these i hate.

it's never more apparent that i've been left beind.
and i'm stuck hating everyone ever involved. and hate is something i don't like to feel.

now i'll take my bitter asshole to work.

can't wait til i get my kitty.

then i'll have someone to curl up and watch tv with again.

I'm okay with days like today.

A smile comes with some good conversation, and a sigh when the memories surface.

A not-so-broken heart, but it's sore. You know?

long nights, hard times, everything that makes you feel tired...

dear friends that i've blown off in the past.

i'm sorry.

sad thing is, i need you now to get my mind off of things. i need good times.

once again, i'm sorry. be my friends again.