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a short shift a work
and a heavy chest.
anticipation.

no pressure,
no big deal.
i'm just excited.
i can't remember how long since it's been this pure.

then i heard it come from the speakers,
and i knew where i was.
i still believe,
whatever may come,
the end will justify the pain it took to get us there.

you know, i'm alright.
i think i know what i gotta do.
i don't know why it's taken me so long,
but i'm going to start now.

outcomes may vary,
and bumps along the way...
but it's really what i need to do for me and whoever is going to be involved with me.

this attitude will change in... 5... 4... 3....

i just wish i was a little stronger, then maybe this would be okay.

i can't really deny my instincts. they're usually dead on.
assumption assumption and another.
but it's not right to entertain the thought,
but it feels so right, but ugh.

an endless round trip
god i love this ride.

closer!

now, to make some of this longing go away. i'm afraid that's something i can only do.

there's a few things i'm not ready for, so let's hope they don't come up right away.

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