hey your the best thanks for apologizing and i aprreciate i stole my parents computer and they want me to get out now,
xoxo,
aubrey

today is what one year and one month and 28 days would be for me and anthony i miss him like the body misses air after being held under water for more than ten minutes. he was what glued me togather when i was falling apart he was the very essence of my bbeing and till this day i remember it like it was yesturday april 25, 2004 was the day that ( Read more... )

 i love anthony larson so much and yet i am just nothing more that a life less doll to him. or at least thats what it feels like . maybe when we get back togather and felel back in our spots things well change.

my mind feels like a magnet every negitive thing in this world feels like it is pooling me away from my positive earthly realm. it makes me sad that i fight with my boyfriend about like stupid stuff it hurts me because he thinks really low of me. i want to kill myself to get away from all the negitive thing and be in my serenity dream world i have ( Read more... )

i am really invisible here i mean people say hello to me but i want to be a star i want to be a light that everybody searces for and yet i am the black dark hallway that everyone avoids... a place that no one wants to be? i guess because the interior me is so sd, gloomy and dark andyet i feel so superficial when i m happy and out going and like ( Read more... )

hey everybody i am so like troubled today because like i miss my boy friend. and like i havent really seen him today and the times that we did see eachother he didnt really say much... i wonder if he'll remember that we are going to go to my sisters house on the weekend. i got that song " there's a hero when you look inside yourself.. you dont have ( Read more... )

hmmmm i have like so much to do this weekend and like this weekend is valentines day weekend and like anthony and i wont even be togather on valentines day... ugh.... i think maybe if like i spent time with him before six that maybe would work out but i donno hmmmmm..... because like on friday & saturday i have to waitress for my teacher a oneof ( Read more... )

why does school hve to be so boring i cant stand school!!!!! ugh this is so boring . maybe i can like go eat lunch early? hmmm sounds yummy. where in the world is my boy toy? i guess he is in class ? oh gosh! i totally miss him. like it is so funny when i first see him i run and jump at him as if i hadnt seen him in years. like i feel so bad ( Read more... )

okay so like i went to school today got there like 7:45 and i am late my teacher is pretty cool with me being late, being that it is like the first time i am ever late and she didnt even hold it against me. SUITE. but that didnt make my day any better than it was going cause like i usually go and see my boyfriend in the morning but of course since ( Read more... )

hay ya.... oh crap i got tht song stuck in the brain...