So its hot like hell. I however am pretty good. My niece is here bringing me joy. She is so funny so much drama for such a little person. She is wild and she is the sweetest. So smart. She will be four and so completely smart with such a good heart. She is so brave and energetic. All things I have lost and need to recapture ( Read more... )

Reminds me of my fearless dancing niece. Def check this out!

http://ebaumsworld.com/2006/07/baby-break-dance.html

OH my God ( Read more... )

OK so I love this Lupe Fiasco and Jill Scott song daydream...I like the lyrics but the track and the vocals are the best very chill. Also you my by lupe is sweet. Also I am really enjoying http://www.corinnebaileyrae.net/ its so relaxed and peaceful. I need very positive influences ( Read more... )

I wonder why I am always so shocked to realize I am all I have. I am relatively intelligent but without fail I am always taken by surprise when people suck...As always I will be ok. maybe that's just what life is getting through bull as much intact as you can.

I'm good. Not perfect or always happy but ok and starting to live my life and do things again. I know I have to and it’s cool. I will be ok I can see that and feel it I believe it now. That is the biggest update of all. Mother’s day was cool at my house both the mothers in my family were well loved up by me. I read the Divinci Code (late as ( Read more... )

I am ok. that is a good thing. I have even had some good days. I laugh and am even positive. I had this amazing good kind wonderful man & I so took him for granted and now he is gone. He was everything I needed and now I am left without him. Even when we fought he would make it better for me if I hurt even though in general the fights were my ( Read more... )

I need inspiration. I need some kind of boost. I'm not sure how to get it back.

This story made me hopeful. Despite how terrible Katrina was and how grossly the entire disaster was handled I am so glad all the 5,000 plus children who were separated from there families were reunited. Small blessings in the face of tragedy. Leave a comment

There must be something good I am meant to do. In less than one year I lost my grandmother and the man I loved. I spent the last two years divided between them and now neither of them is here with me. It is so hard to feel positive or happy. Saturday was the one year anniversary of my grandmothers death about 2 months ago the person I talked ( Read more... )