so i guess i made him jealous... at first i felt sad because, i really dont want to put someone i care about through that, but on the other hand he wouldnt think twice about doing the same to me. i really hope the new boy at work is gay, i need a way out of this mess. im feeling really good about myself because my 2 trusted friends, well at least ( Read more... )

its really good sometimes. basically all i need is a different attitude and my friends who i love. yes they make life good.

sometime i have to stop and think... what does -blank- genuinely want from me. blank being everyone i know. because theres too few that i can actually trust, but im the sort of person who trusts everyone and believe that their intentions are good. i guess i just need to keep getting slapped in the face by horrible people that are using me. but on ( Read more... )

really thought i deleted my journals but i guess i forgot one. i really hate reading what i used to write, it drives me crazy, but its been so long im sort of happy its still documented, how i used to think and such. so much has changed since then its weird. i was interested in girls for one, which just goes to show how demented i was and warped by ( Read more... )

shrit idea: "obituary: i am dead"

no me FUCKING gusta, motha fucka

I MEAN, i love black people, yeah, yeah.

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ill add friends only by request, so people shouldnt be mad if i havent added you

new journal
yep