you know i try not to think about things and it just keeps getting harder because it always gets back into my head. i am trying to be your friend and you have no clue how hard it is to do that, especially with someone else around all the time. i really dont know what to think anymore. you have no clue what it is like to hear you say that you love ( Read more... )

mixed feelings are gay. so is drama. today sucked i pretty much just slept a lot. my current outlook on life right now is that life can be described as a rollercoaster. just when you get to the top of the hill you always have to fall back down. that might sound really weird but maybe you get what i'm saying. just when you think you have reached the ( Read more... )

i am so stressed out right now. this is so much harder than it should be. i really wish things could be different for me right now. their is so much confusion and doubt and pain inside of me right now it fucking sucks. can for once just one thing work out into something good. is it that fucking hard .i am so angry i dont even know what to do. i am ( Read more... )

life is shit right now. i chilled at colins today with him and dell and justin and everyone else. it was alright. did i mention that things really suck. i have a lot on my mind right now with no one that i can really talk to. everything seems to get harder and harder. why does there have to be so much drama? i have this feeling inside that i want ( Read more... )

well lets see today is really boring. i am chillen at colin's house with him and dell. i really need to find a girlfriend because i really don't like being single. it sucks. is it really that hard to find a girl that wont cheat on you and will actually be committed to you? apparently from what i have seen it is extremely hard. well i dont really ( Read more... )