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everything seems tobe a blur ( Read more... )

christmas is almost here and there is no snow on the ground.. i dont even see how its gona be christmas. things deffently are changing. havent hung out with jaz or amy in forever. amyz moved to holly a while ago with her dad and now we dont really talk and jaz i guess i duno.im geting into driving again here and there. lol kelsey and ashley have ( Read more... )

So a lot of stuff has happened and a lot of stuff has changed my life. Ever sence Josh and i pareted things got really bad for a while. all the lost and confusion came flying at my face and it was really hard to deal with loseing someone u loved so quick. But i have gotten past that and i guess just accepeted it. I dont really talk to his cousin ( Read more... )

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Last night around 2 the house phone rang. scared the shit out of me. i look at the caller id and it said polynorm witch is where my uncle rick works. i was scared shitless. they asked for my mom, my uncle was put in an amblince and sent to sent to the hospital. He was having major chest pains at work and just couldent deal with it. my mom,nana, ( Read more... )

sick

So sick
So hard to breathe
So hard to be me

Its on my mind
i guess its just a sign
that its time to drawl the line.

the tears dont stop
untill she has dropted
the unshyful sigh
of how she didnt get to say goodbye

Lost intrest
just trying to be my best
thers nothing less
then feeling useless

i duno wat to do. im almost dead, i cant eat or sleep. can barley talk to anyone about anything. havent been able to tell my parents about wat happened cuz all i do is get sick when i think about it. i've been sick at work people are starting to worry but there is nothing i can do.

useless

( disaster takes its place )

So school was borning, and to believe i am going back at 7 to go to a soc.st thing.

anyone wanna hang out friday?

HAPPY 
 B-DAY 
KELSO!!