So! I'm sitting at Britany's. God am I a romantic. I blushed a lot tonight. It was kinda cool. But not because of Britany. So don't get the wrong idea. She has a Cliffy. Not me. I guess when I love, a love completely and fully. We'll see where that gets me in life! N O W H E R E. Well, you never forget your first real love . . . not the ones from ( Read more... )

Hum de dum ( Read more... )

I just wish that I could have you. And not neccesarily call you mine. But at least be able to care about you as much as I do. And let you know how I really do. It hurts so much. Because I sit here and hope that this will happen, and I do have hope that it will. Because I actually tried to move on, and I'm ashamed to say so. But I can't, because ( Read more... )

Here it comes.. it’s all blowing in tonight ( Read more... )

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I went back to March 16th of the year 2004 and was reading this entry, and wanted to update about what I think of these wishes... and if I made any of them happen or not...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ORANGE = THINGS I STILL WISH
RED = THINGS I DON'T WISH ANYMORE/THINGS I HAVE ( Read more... )

Through thick and thin Tricia and Adam can't decide on a duet song... damn ( Read more... )

Hm ( Read more... )

So I really think if someone could tell me why I love you so much, I'd be able to understand this all so much more.

I mean, I know why I do.

And i don't want to stop.

But Hm.

My heart hurts today.

I hate that I feel this way.

I wish I could say I wish I never had, but I don't wish that.

I just wish that you wanted me too? I don't even know if you do or you don't, I am just looking at the glass half empty.

I guess.

This is such a dramatic entry. Bah.

I don't know anymore, that's all. All I know is that I want you so bad. ( Read more... )

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

**Insert super huge smiley here. Because thinking about you makes me very happy. :D! A smiley bigger than that though.

You're special, to everyone I hope, but you're especially special to me!

I am a crazy boy.