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Could Be Triggering
I have no idea how to do that snip thing where you only click on this if you read it ( Read more... ) -
Fun Times
This working two jobs is really starting to get to me. Luckily, I was able to swing two days a week off from both so that I have time to get grown-up shizz done. Is it getting done? I'll get back to you on that. I was really looking forward to having this Friday to exercise, but I'm coming down with a cold (as a side note: I fought that m'f'in flu ( Read more... ) -
Self Hate
I hate fear. HATE ( Read more... ) -
Spring
It's a beautiful today. Slight breeze. 70 degrees. The dog has spent all day in the yard. I spent an hour of it with her - and the cats. One of them tried to climb a tree. It didn't work out so well. We're having friends over tonight, but I almost wish we weren't. It's one of those lazy days were I'm enjoying the quiet. I love my friends, but I ( Read more... ) -
March Already
This year is just flying! I took an extra part-time job filling in for a friend on Maternity Leave. She threw a lot of money at me and she was super stressed out not having a good candidate. So I took it. I may or may not regret it. When I looked at the bank account today, I was fine. But I'm working six days a week and I think I may be having ( Read more... ) -
Happy New Year!
I had such high hopes for today, but alas, they did not come to fruition. The dog is sick and I feel blah. Like someone punched me all over my body. I'm fine sitting down, but if I move around too much, I start to sweat and the feeling comes back. I broke down and took my temp - 99.4, which is actually right where I run most of the time. I don ( Read more... ) -
Ugh
I don't know why I bother to make plans. Something always happens to spoil them. I had been planning to go see a movie today - was really excited about it actually. I started feeling funky a few hours ago and now I'm stuck at the house. Low level nausea and lots of funky feeling in my intestines. I'm going to go lay down for a nap in a minute ( Read more... ) -
How About Some Positivity
I'm always blogging when stressed so how about when I'm...okay, I'm stressed today. But I'm okay. I've run all over creation getting the ingredients to make the husband a stew (vegan) because he's working a 12 hour day. I didn't time it well and he might not be getting it tonight. But it's on the stove and I'm hopeful that he'll be able to hold ( Read more... ) -
Fighting Something
Clearly tonight I am fighting something. I'm going to crawl into bed early since I have to teach tomorrow. Likely, it's just a cold. Big deal. I'll be uncomfortable for a few days and then I'll get better. The biggest problem right now is - me. Shocker. I'm having panic attacks over getting sick. Um, really? Who doesn't get sick you idiot ( Read more... ) -
Self Inflicted Pain
There is nothing quite like how well I can get myself worked up over stupid, insignificant shit. I've been pretty tired the last few days. I'm on my period. My dog has taken to barking, loud and echoing, waking me from a deep slumber that is hard to return to. We had a quick temperature change from the mid/high80s to the low 60s. I've been ( Read more... )