i'm happy ( Read more... )

last night was soo great ( Read more... )

the weekend was half good, half bad. friday was fun, went to the game and to a friend's house where we just danced around and acted like complete losers for awhile. it felt good to just be completely silly for a few hours. saturday i went to the mall with one of my best friends that i'm getting to know again and then later i went to another best ( Read more... )

It's the last night of my four day weekend. boo. I love long weekends, but it starts to seem like it's a normal break so I'm always suprised when it's time for school again. Oh well, I had a wonderful weekend anyways :) 
Friday I went to my school's football game(mmhm, the girl who absolutely refused to have anything to do with school spirit last ( Read more... )

soo it's been awhile. eveything's been crazy, the end of the first quarter is tomorrow so we have monday and tuesday off. yayy :) i've been super busy trying to keep my grades up, haha it's funny how much more my grades meant to me when I realized that they were my ticket out of here. not too far of course because my parents did a college savings ( Read more... )

this weekend was the best. 
it went by wayy too fast. weekends should be much longer.
I had soo much fun :)

yyeah so i know i deleted all my ed related posts in hopes that i could just get over it. i knew it wouldn't be that simple but hey, it was worth a try right? i've still been able to stop myself from going back to my old habits, but that's only because the adderall i was recently put on for my ADHD pretty much kills my appetite so i've been losing ( Read more... )

so i deleted most of my ED related posts. because I decided i'm not living enough. there's so much to be experiencing right now and i don't want to miss out. so i'm going to try to stop. everythings going perfectly right now and my life and friends are amazing.

:)    soo..yyay!

i feel so scared right now. i'm having like... a mid mid life crisis? ha i dunnoo. i'm just freaking out. like.. i'm going to college in two years. it's just fucking weird to think about. i have no idea what's going to happen, and i hate that.

i am so incredibly sick of myself i can't stand it anymore.  i can't stop crying i'm just so sick of it. of me, really ( Read more... )