wow tumler is really taking all my lj time are my friends still here.i really miss my merlin friends drop me a line if you are still a round ,i would like to say hi.

this is the best thing you will ever watch.warning graphic violence.

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one of the things that kills my interest in a Merlin fic very fast no matter how much well written the fic is this prevalence idea that Arthur feels trapped into following into the family business, that he doesn't want to take over for his father. to me that imply Arthur never wanted to be king but felt trapped which i don't think is canon,i think ( Read more... )

never thought i will get swept into a soap fandom but stendan fandom as the level of talent that just blows my mind.case in point this video.

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am happy to anounce that i can now watch merlin without feeling my heart is being ripped out of my heart everytime i see arthurs face.i finally made peace with his death,i still thing it was a shit ending but whats done is done.so am back in the fandom ready to have some fan,reck me any post series fics and videos and arts thanks.

ok so am not over brendan brady leaving and given that two weeks have gone by it begining to feel like am never going to be over it.i really hope i dont lose any of my favorite characters or otp any time soon because i cant take it anymore,merlin opened that door and its like am lossing everything i ever had in my fandoms ( Read more... )

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so my brendan brady left the building and my stendan burnned dust with his exit.am in so much pain now and when i was just beginning to be ok with arthurs death.oh well back to my corner of tears .

i think am depressed,i mean not clinically depressed like you know chemical imbalance serious but you know,or maybe am just in a funk .i don't know what going on i really don't,nothing makes me happy anymore not even my favorite show ( Read more... )