So I guess I was just trying to be hard when all I really wanted was a friend. I've been sleeping with so many beautiful people and deliberately hurting so many sincere, caring believers in a wanton path to dead ends and heartache, and now all I can do is look back and wish... pray that I could cry, that I could feel again, that I could reach out ( Read more... )

... I'm tired of being afraid to update. I know you mother fuckers are still watching me, and you know what? Eat my huge porno penis! I've been taking massive amounts of drugs and fucking all kinds of woman meat. I eat taco seven days a week. I have so much drugs up my nose right now I can't see. You're amazed that I can type this well while ( Read more... )

"Facts are simple and facts are straight ( Read more... )

::==::==::==::==::I have trouble having a conversation with my computer screen ( Read more... )

YES my internet is working again! Unfortunately I had to start a new AOL account, so my new screen name/e-mail is "TracedOutDreamer@aol.com" I have this 1000 free hours of AOL thing, but once it's over I might have to change it all over again. Well Maria's Arcade had a good show at Bacchus last night. I couldn't hear myself very well at all because ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't written in this bitch in a long time. Sometimes I really wish I lived in San Francisco in the 1960's. I don't like that you can't say twenty hundred and four. I liked saying hundred way better than saying thousand. Also, I hate how drugs have become shallower. I mean I'm talking hard drugs in our society. Coke, Meth, Esctacy. They're ( Read more... )

I just want to say, that I love Handy Andy's. Yeah, maybe their gas prices are high, and the clerks are strung out bitches, but hey... There's nothing wrong with food stamps, and.... shit... I wrote a song about it ( Read more... )

I just got back from band practice (we still have no name =() and let's just say it totally pumped me up, HARD. Then on top of that I got to hear Misty's melodious voice on my voice mail, and it made my heart say "hooray ( Read more... )

/SO MUCH STYLE THAT IT'S WASTED"

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(dances w/ strobe light)

Woooweee! Sometimes it seems as though life is moving very fast, but when I check the clock it's always too early. Too early to get out of bed, and too early to give a fuck about sh!t Sometimes I think about the future, but not enough to care. All I can do is enjoy the time I have, and I most definitely am doing so. I'm in a new band with Kevin and ( Read more... )